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[Nov. 17th, 2010|04:00 pm] |
Either StarHub or my domain is failing me. I have been needing to blog for a week
now, and every time, I try to load the page, I get
a) failure to load page
b) domain does not exist
c) the webpage requested for does not exist.
C) is by far the most upsetting. I exist and very loudly in fact, do not tell me I do not
exist. Especially at 4am in the morning when I need a writing space to post my
thoughts on. Give me my blog back, I need my vent outlet back and drafting my
posts in gmail is not cutting it :(
It is back to LJ for now, till StarHub steps up and puts to good use the ridiculous
amount I pay them each month.
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[Oct. 4th, 2010|12:34 am] |
So I have finally made good use of the money I spent getting this after a whopping 8 months, blame procrastination. I have officially moved, send me love on the other side.
I'll give you the lowdown on the move, over there soon.
Love,
Rach |
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[Aug. 20th, 2010|09:53 pm] |
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so I sit here, alone in a very cold office writing to you, tears clouding my vision, snot
running down my nose and feeling incredibly useless, not good enough (different from
feeling useless in this context because I feel useless at work but not good enough for
whom I have been spending my nights with) and oh, not to mention, ugly.
Ugly, like a chimp's ass or like Ethel from Archie comics.
do you remember Ethel from Archie comics? she was the one who had freckles, gangly
limbs, buck teeth and was also madly in love with Jughead. I used to feel very sorry for
Ethel,constantly comparing her to Veronica and Betty,
I am Ethel tonight.
Maybe I've always been Ethel.
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[Aug. 16th, 2010|03:03 pm] |
so young, so depressed.
"the kind where no amount of sugar will make it go away"
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[Aug. 6th, 2010|11:47 pm] |
came home right after work tonight to sleep but my mind is clearly determined not to let me to. oh well, at least I'm scrubbed, mosturised and under my comforter instead of still being out and about and feeling grimy. busy busy week ahead, what with back to back rehearsals, actual show date of the play (misso's in too now, btw!), having to get new shoes for my ill treated feet (I have feet that look like they belong to a 50 yo) and new projects with mad deadlines (no surprise here), let's hope I manage to get a breather somewhere between the madness! I leave you now with a kitty picture G emailed me, meow! 
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[Jul. 11th, 2010|10:08 pm] |
do you think I will kill myself if I start attending kickboxing classes twice a week?
rehearsals today went well. if you dont know, I managed to get myself involved in
an upcoming theatre festival that some of Reggie's friends are putting together.
so yes, I have not been lying comatosed in bed till 2pm on Sundays like I usually do.
rehearsals today went really well and I'm pretty satisfied with how my character has
developed. the publicity campaign for the festival is just about to get kick started so I'll
feed you more details once the flyers and posters get printed.
will you come watch me on stage if I invited you?
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[Jul. 4th, 2010|01:20 am] |
working in this line really takes away time from family, friends and hell, even yourself.
I try my best to make up to the ones who matter, I only hope they know I try.
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[Jun. 29th, 2010|01:38 am] |
How can it only be Monday when I feel like a energy tube has been stuck
into my neck, draining me completely out?
The last two weeks have been going at breakneck speed for me.
In between bordering falling really ill (fever spells at night are not funny),
remembering to feed myself and jerking violently awake whilst falling asleep
in the mrt, i've been trying to keep my emotions in check, still have a social
life and do my best at work.
In two words; i'm extremely drained.
That said, beer fest last weekend was fun. I saw someone who looked like Lenny
Kravitz and no it wasnt the beer, I swear the resemblance was uncanny.
And just over the weekend I went to watch The Full Monty. It far exceeded my
expectations. I'm extremely impressed, cant wait for Pangdemonium's next theatre
production and ohmygod, the ass on 40 year old Adrian Pang can put some of the
20 year old men I know to shame. I still wish G could have made it but ah well.
I'm deciding between Boeing Boeing and Blackbird for my next trip to the theatre.
Oh and my ex boss, Omar talked to me today on MSN, it made me feel good to
know I have not been forgotten :)
(I have such shaky hands when it comes to taking pictures :( )
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[Jun. 25th, 2010|12:06 am] |
gritting my teeth so hard and trying to not fucking cry
in the office. i wish my colleague who sits beside me
would go home so i can bawl my eyes out. |
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